ambitions on a sunday evening
to do:
- not to pile up too many to-dos
- do the to-dos
- don’t let them to-dos spill over to the next day
monday:
- woke up to some products i made for a custom order ready to ship being ruined
- the whole day is thrown off by 3 hours
- to-dos are piling though made some desirable progress
tuesday:
- send out products — finally
- get mango pits sharply thrown at you by 2 fourteen year olds
- walk away in pain and shame
- feel absolutely exhausted —> lie in bed —> get back to work —> to-dos are still piling high
i want to listen to music and bang my head but my phone keeps ringing…
wednesday:
- can’t remember what happened
- but shaved off a wee bit of my todo list
thursday:
- lost my Bread scrunchy
- been stopped by two elderly lady and was told to fix my skirt as it was still tucked inside my bike shorts after i just gotten off my bike
am i a slut?
friday:
- found the lost Bread scrunchy walking the same path as yesterday
- feel on top of the world and overjoyed
- i’m sure something else happened too
saturday & sunday
again…
this is a recollection of the past revived through my draft archives. upon reading it, these memories flooded my being and reminded me that there are some things that don’t change — like the rule that emptiness does not exist and even if you create empty space it will be filled. so choose your filling wisely.